Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Synchronicity / God is everywhere

Synchronicity is became part of my everyday life for awhile. I am witnessing day by day miracles wherever I see. Click HERE for further info, please visit my previous article. 

Christ 
(tree roots)

Human Face
(among the leaves)

Einstein
 (left of church close to clock)

Maybe great great grandma?

Face of ?

Face of?

My latest scared paintings ; Surrealist automatism

Three of my latest acrylic paints "Messiah"; "Via Dolorosa" and God or YHWH "יהוה" or "השם‎‎" (Hashem -The Name) .First time I used gold color.


Messiah

Via Dolorosa 

God

Friday, October 29, 2021

Dick Monday Tokiói Kalandjai (Dick Monday's Tokyo Adventures)

My book "Dick Monday Tokiói Kalandjai (Dick Monday's Tokyo Adventures)" published in 2012 is still available to order via Bookline You can read the story in a nutshell via Garai Timi's website in Hungarian. I am looking for book publishers in English, German, Japanese, Chinese and other languages and as the holder of copyrights, going to sell the Movie (filming) rights. Please send PM if you're interested. 
 
 


Thursday, June 3, 2021

Surrealist Automatism, Synchronicity, Faith, Universe, God and much more

Most of you who are visiting my blog know that I have been making contemplative experimental avant-garde films for awhile.  I also spent more than a decade as documentary photographer even took experiments with low lights using my mobile (cell) phone. At the beginning of this year I decided to try myself in different forms of arts. I started painting without any previous experience. I don't paint the typical conventional way as artists usually learn in art schools. I simply don't have talent to make beautiful portrait, still life or landscapes. I wanted to paint the same way I am making my contemplative films. Absolutely free from any dogmas, simple minimalistic style only use the my synchronized unconscious mind, observing and channeling the Universe. When I make my contemplative experimental films first I let my instinct guiding me to locations and the next step is observation. I don't use previously written script. What I do is channeling and let myself be synchronized with the universe and when the time comes, I start filming. 

My painting technique is very similar. The tinny difference when I start painting am using meditational yoga breath technique (nostril breathing), and a short Hebrew language prayer for channeling the eternal Universe to connect myself. 

I just recently learnt, there are painter used Surrealist automatism, tapping the subconscious. For example: André Masson, Joan Miró, Salvador Dalí, Jean Arp, André Breton and Freddy Flores Knistoff.

The result is more than surprising. The manifestation of my subconscious are becoming visible on the canvas or paper an abstract way. The "Christ" is the only paint I named after it was finished. I painted on acrylic painting paper instead of canvas. After the breathing- praying-meditation I asked the following question: " Who are you ? Reveal yourself"  ...than I started painting like crazy, only using my hands. The colors of paints were chosen by chance. The result was as surprising as scary. A head portrait of the suffering Christ on the cross, facing toward a bit right with wreath on his head. Jesus is quite recognizable for me, even I'm not a Christian and don't believe Yeshua bar Yosef - "Jesus, son of Joseph" the Jew was bodily elevated to heaven as God's only son. 

Couple of months later I painted a "woman" portrait who can be (Mary) "right above the "Christ" painting". The size of the portraits are like my palm. Just like at the previously mentioned Christ painting the observer must take his/her time to reveal all the details inch by inch or millimeter to millimeter. For those are lack of patient I give a little help. The woman face can be recognized up right at the corner. She's holding his "son" with her left hand.  The son's head looks quite big (even a bit Asian looking) compared to his mother's who has European features and white face. 

Reading the Book of Isaiah in the Hebrew bible (Tanakh) or in the Christian Old Testament. Isaiah 53 still raising the question, weather the "Suffering Servant" means the Jewish nation as the Jewish orthodox rabbis describe or as Christian theologians claims, referring to the messianic prophecy of  "Jesus". Personally I agree with James D. Tabor  and suggest you to read his book The Jesus Dynasty if you're interested about the 1st century antiquity and the apocalyptic messianic John the Baptist and Jesus movement, ancient Judaism and early Christianity, Talpiot tomb where ossuaries with the names of Jesus and his close relatives names were discovered by archeologists, etc...

All the four paints "Mary with the Buddha faced baby Jesus", "Christ", "John the Baptist" and the latest one "Abraham" were painted with the same technique.

Additional info: I'm seeing double numbers, triple numbers, reverse numbers on daily basis on clocks and watches and while I'm reading during the TV is on, regularly experiencing, someone saying exactly the same word in the same time I just read. I also seeing and sometime taking pictures with my phone about clouds forming shape of angels, baby faces, faces of humans ,animals, etc.... Sounds crazy and unbelievable, but I have the evidences I'm not totally insane. I feel gifted, because I have faith. I believe in God as the Creature of the Universe or the Universe The Creator itself, breathing, hears every thoughts, healing, creating, protecting. We all have chance to experience the miracle, even without being religious though we have to be nice, patient, have to have a little faith at least in ourselves, empathy, honesty and respect towards each other. Human dignity must be valued and respected, charity, alms and positive way of thinking with kindness is key elements to reach our goal. I believe that meditation and stillness as well as breathing technics are beneficious just like Qigong, Thai Chi, Yoga or Praying if we learn properly. 

It's important to note that Not the mind has to rule the heart, but the mind must be ruled by heart. The mind is only an antenna, a transmitter between the Universe and Ourselves. We are able to manifest good and bad things, but only can change our world to have a better place, if the majority of the people thinking of the same positive, not destructive way.  

We're all familiar with the Ten Commandments of biblical verse, a set of religious imperatives given by God to the people of Israel via Moses. But what if the Ten Commandments related to Quantum Theory? 

I'm not the right person to prove neither to argue that God is exist, but does God the Creator of everything who appeared to Moses on Mt. Sinai (הַר סִינַי‎) and told him" I am that I am" אֶהְיֶה אֲשֶׁר אֶהְיֶה is  itself to the breading, hearing, healing and creating Universe? 

The following photos below I took about clouds randomly both in Cambodia and Hungary. Psychologists or neuroscientists  would call this pareidolia or visual illusion. My point of view is more radical. I simply call "acheiropoieta" (made "without hands", miraculously not created by human) like the Shroud of Turin for example, though I think the clear shape of the clouds are not visible to everyone. Only those people are able to see the shapes who are devoting enough time to observe themselves with confidence and trainee their eyes to see what only visible for the heart. 

Interesting facts in the shadow of modern science: The DNA in the blood on the Shroud reveals that the person wrapped in it was a man with a Y chromosome. This raises the question, of course: from where the Y chromosome came from, since in nature it comes from the human father. The blood corresponds to the scarce type AB. This based on certain serological experiments performed in the early 1980s. James D. Tabor suggests that Celsus' information about Jesus' paternity is correct, and argues that Tiberius Julius Abdes Pantera's career places him in Judea as a young man around the time of Jesus' conception, so he may have been Jesus' father. 

It could be a big paradigm shift to show openly more attention to sciences but not only to psychology but neuro science and quantum physics which explains the nature and behavior the matter of energy on the atomic and subatomic level and get closer to an intersection where science and religion can be met. Quantum rules rely on probabilities and religions rely on faith. Does time is actually exist or just an illusion? Is time a dimension? Are humans made of energy?

  (Jerusalem AD 70)

(Mary and the Buddha faced baby Jesus)

(Christ)

(John the Baptist )

(Abraham)

(Moses)

"Enlarge and observe the photos below. 
None of them were manipulated, only a bit color corrected the tone and increased the contrast " 

The face of a child, etc...

The face

The face (picture enlarged below)

Enlarge the upper left side of this picture. 
You will recognize the image zoomed above.

The face

Enlarge the upper cloud on this picture. 
You will recognize the image zoomed above.

looks like 2 early human or prehistoric man face. 

Enlarge the darker part at the middle of this picture.
You will recognize the image zoomed above.

Left profile picture of God

Surrealist automatism is a method of art-making in which the artist suppresses conscious control over the making process, allowing the unconscious mind to have great sway. Early 20th-century Dadaists, such as Hans Arp, made some use of this method through chance operations. Surrealist artists, most notably André Masson, adapted to art the automatic writing method of André Breton and Philippe Soupault who composed with it Les Champs Magnétiques (The Magnetic Fields) in 1919.[1] The Automatic Message (1933) was one of Breton's significant theoretical works about automatism.


Automatic drawing and painting

Automatic drawing was pioneered by the English artist Austin Osman Spare who wrote a chapter, Automatic Drawing as a Means to Art, in his book, The Book of Pleasure (1913). Other artists who also practised automatic drawing were Hilma af Klint, André Masson, Joan Miró, Salvador Dalí, Jean Arp, André Breton and Freddy Flores Knistoff.

The technique of automatic drawing was transferred to painting (as seen in Miró's paintings which often started out as automatic drawings), and has been adapted to other media; there have even been automatic "drawings" in computer graphics. Pablo Picasso was also thought to have expressed a type of automatic drawing in his later work, and particularly in his etchings and lithographic suites of the 1960s.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surrealist_automatism

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Tracce dell’Irrapresentabile: due corti di Janos Kis

I just found a great analysis about two of my contemplative Experimental Holocaust short film in Italian. Unfortunately there's no author  has mentioned on the page. One of the film is "Fear" the other one is "Requiem for the forgotten".

If you don't speak Italian I suggest to use Google translator. Taofilms Vod sadly is not available anymore, but you can watch both films on Vimeo free of charge. The Italian critic mentioning the Oscar Winning Son of Shaul, Laszlo Nemes masterpiece and highlighted, in spite of we're using different filmmaking language both films are paying respect and tribute to the Shoah.

I copy here the Google rough English translation, though if you speak Italian I suggest you to CLICK Here 


The English title translation would've been something like "Tracing the unpresentable by Janos Kis 
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In the third part of his short Three essays on the image , entitled The interdict image , Jean-Luc Nancyhe deals with a theme that characterized the aesthetic discussion of the second half of the last century: "with regard to the representation of the camps or the Shoah, the thesis circulates, not well defined, but insistent, that one cannot or should not represent extermination". It is (va) a theme with unclear reasons. What is the nature of this interdiction? There is talk of "an impossibility or an illegitimacy?" In the first case, what would make this representation impossible? “It certainly cannot be thought of as a technical question”; "Does it perhaps depend on the unsustainable nature of what must be represented?" But Nancy objects to this same assumption, bringing as examples numerous artistic cases in which something terribly horrendous (such as, for example, the "horrors of war painted by Goya" or the "scenes of wounds and atrocious deaths in many films"). “If, on the other hand, it is a question of illegitimacy, it refers to a religious ban, which is evoked out of its context, without justifying this shift in any way. There is then a shift in this prohibition, which concerns God first, to the person of the exterminated Jews (and then to that of the other victims) ”. But, the French philosopher explains later, " to the person of the exterminated Jews (and then to that of the other victims) ”. But, the French philosopher explains later, " to the person of the exterminated Jews (and then to that of the other victims) ”. But, the French philosopher explains later, "the representation is not a simulacrum: it is not the substitution of the original thing - in truth, it does not refer to a thing: it is the presentation of what is not reduced to a given and completed presence (or given as completed), or it is the placing in the presence of an intelligible reality (or form) through the formal mediation of a sensitive reality ". In the representation of horror, therefore, whatever the nature of the imposed ban, there is no form of disrespect, which seems to me to be the true root of this unrepresentability. According to this thesis, the Holocaust must not be shown because it would be, in short, a reduction of its dramatic, tragic and horrific significance.


However, there are artists who have been able to represent this Unrapresentable without diminishing it but, on the contrary, paying due respect and tribute to what it was. The best example, in my opinion, is The Son of Saul by László Nemes (in this regard, I refer to the reading of this wonderful article in Il Tempo Impresso ) but there are also other authors who, with different tools and methods, have been able to recall the 'Irrepresentable without falling into vulgar spectacularization or trivialization (both usually endowed with a sometimes irritating pathetism, as in the case of La vita è bella by Roberto Benigni , or in the novel by John Boynefirst and in the respective adaptation by Mark Herman then The boy in the striped pajamas ). This is the case of another Hungarian author, a photojournalist and director of short films called Janos Kis who in 2017 shot two shorts that do not show the Irrapresentabile, do not reproduce it, do not represent it but instead show the traces left. From it. In Fear and Requiem for the forgotten (both available on the streaming platform dedicated to slow cinema Tao Films ), in fact, we do not see events, we do not see actions: we only see the footprints of history, remains of the past.


In Fear, specifically, we see three shots that portray, as will be explained by the credits, the crematoria of Auschwitz I and Auschwitz-Birkenau, of which another area is also shown. Requiem for the forgotten (in the opening credits presented with an error like “Requiem for the forgottens”), on the other hand, shows shoes without owners, scattered in disorder on the bank of the Danube, which crosses Budapest. In about 24 minutes overall (just under 10 Fear, 14 Requiem), Kis evokes, through images that reject any form of cinematographic tinsel, a past that is now seen as distant, disconnected from our present.. Our present is here, nearby, where we are; the Shoah belongs to another universe, to another time, another reality. However, the four sequence shots that make up the two films show how that other reality, that other universe, that other time are just behind us, tremendously present, tremendously real.


Fear, in particular, the strongest and most interesting of the two works, directly portraying those places, now in ruins, abandoned to the care of tourism and nature, places the viewer in front of the undeniable truth. Not representing the Irrepresentable, Kis delegates this atrocious task to the public, forced by that silent stillness that has now replaced the hopeless moans of the Häftlinge (prisoners) the furious cries of the Kapos and the SS to rebuild or, at least, to try to reconstruct the hell that those places represented for millions of people, those places from which "one only leaves the Camino", according to a sad catchphrase, a very adequate term, that Primo Levi (locked up in Auschwitz, by Monowitz) recalls in If This Is a Man. And the viewer sees those fireplaces, sees them as they are now, at rest, out of service, oblivious to their infamous, chilling, disgusting function. Forget, because inanimate matter has no memory. Man, on the other hand, this mass of living matter, has memory, unfortunately and, at the same time, fortunately. Not only of what he experienced in the first person but also of what in front of his eyes and mind was shown in the third. Those chimneys, today, no longer free the Häftlinge from their imprisonment of the flesh but, in our eyes, they continue to do so. Those structures, which have no longer become places of torture and endless suffering but tourist attractions(in the first shot of Fear, in the background, behind a small elevation of the ground, we can glimpse the heads of a group that is visiting the camp), they continue to torture and cause endless suffering, because this is the reason why they were born . They do it through memory, through that Irrepresentable that re-emerges from the past in presentations , more often with trivializing works such as Life is Beautiful, very rarely with the chilling force of The Son of Saul (whose stories narrated , although slightly different, can also be found in Levi's The Drowned and Saved ).

Silence, both in Fear and in Requiem for the forgotten, does not reveal itself only as human stillness, as the absence of words. Silence speaks the language of the wind, which is a constant spectator of human tragedy. In both shorts, in fact, the spectator's ear is constantly accompanied by the gentle but insistent breath of the wind, which whispers its eternal memory to the spectator: it is up to the latter, finally, to listen to its voice, to decipher the madness of that History that he has never been able to know firsthand, the unimaginable tragedy of those stories that he has never been able to live and which are now forgotten by man, guarded only by the noisy, heavy and intrusive silence of the wind. Those shoes in front of which the water of the Danube flows placid and indifferent may not belong to the same universe,

Thus, Kis proposes with these two short films an alternative solution to the representation of the Irrapresentabile, different but, basically, not as distant as it might appear from the one presented by Laszlo Nemes in The Son of Saul. As illustrated by Mattia Fiorinoin the article on the blog Il Tempo Impresso, Nemes chooses to “focus on the eyes of her only protagonist and put the rest out of focus”, an option that seems to be the only possible solution to the problem of the unrepresentability of the Holocaust. Kis, on the other hand, bypasses this obstacle by not showing a representation of the Shoah but by portraying it, in the case of Fear, or by reconstructing its traces in Requiem for the Forgotten. The two Hungarian directors resort to an almost antithetical approach: if in the case of the Oscar-winning director, in fact, we witness a re-elaboration, albeit always kept in the background, of those traumatic and atrocious events, Janos Kis does not re-elaborate anything, he simply documents, he draws from present to recall the past, where the former drew from the past itself. Both, however, entrust the spectator with the arduous and thankless task of reconstructing the horrors that are suggested, unrepresented or relegated to where they cannot really harm: “the off-screen is filled and created by the beholder”.

Finally, it is precisely in this that the unrepresentability of the Irrapresentable, of the Holocaust (and of God, if we agree with the shift highlighted by Nancy) lies hidden. Not so much in a moral question, in a form of respect for the victims, famous or forgotten they are, but rather in our need not to look, not to remember, to protect ourselves from that unsustainable horror; the Irrepresentable is such not out of nobility but out of cowardice , not out of ethical and respectful altruism but out of selfishness.


Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Film festival screenings postponed

As a result of the covid-19 Pandemic, 9 month after the Los Angeles based film festival, Experimental Forum announced to postpone the screenings, today the 9th International Video Poetry Festival in Athens Greece did the same. I totally agree with their decision and hope both of my films The Unbearable Lightness of being and Sunday of Zen will be screened this year and get some publicity.

Namaste